This morning, the story of Jesus’s first miracle – turning
water into wine at the wedding in Cana – came to mind. It appeared out of the
blue and it fit perfectly.
As a high school student, I had the good fortune of being
taught by Sister Annunciata, a young, petite dynamo of a Catholic novitiate
with a bit of a lisp. Sister presented her interpretation of the wedding at Cana
from St. John’s Gospel with her usual spunk and insightfulness. I can see the
scene as Sister presented it.
Mary, worried and wanting to avert a potential social
disaster for the wedding party, pulls her son aside and whispers, “They have no
wine.” Jesus, with a twinkle in his eye, replies, “You know, Mother, it’s not
my time yet.” Mary softens at her son’s light heartedness and meets his subtle
challenge. She signals the servants to do as Jesus says. He instructs them to fill
the empty wine jars with water and then has them take a sample – now turned
into magnificent wine – to the steward. And what a lovely end to the story – the
steward admonishes the bridegroom for serving the best wine last. Ha, ha!
As a teenager, I was astonished to experience an
interpretation that depicted Jesus as having wonderful human traits: humor and
merriment that blended beautifully with a deep devotion to his mother. I was in
awe that Sister Annunciata could draw all this out of a story told in just a
few words, and I resonated with the vibrancy and potential significance of her
telling.
So why did that particular bible story come to me in my
meditation this morning? I, too, like Mary, have been fretting. I’ve been in a
slump. I’m behind on my writing and editing. Like a bear, I have been endlessly
foraging in the kitchen as if to build up fat stores for a long winter’s
hibernation. I’ve been playing computer games – Bejeweled, Cubistry, and
Solitaire, if you must know. I feel shiftless and disorganized.
In the midst of this funk, in my meditation, I see Jesus
grinning, joking with his mother and I see her rising to the occasion, and I
see them wowing the steward. Through it all, they are honoring the sacredness
of the marriage ceremony. My body relaxes and my face softens.
I realize that I, too, can lighten up about my worries, make
fun of my concerns, and take some different steps. I can fill up my “jars” with
the basics: I can take the “waters” of everyday doings and transform them into
life-giving, soul drenching “wine.” I can honor the sacredness of who I am by
being playful, mindful and loving.
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